A woman left lonely

Being honest is one of those things that makes living hard or hard on others. It is not that i don't miss you. Thing is that I got tired of waiting and doing what the rest wants. It is not that I don't want you thing is I want you bad. But even knowing all that I don't regret what I said. I just put over you the weight of other situations. Not a good thing to do but I did just for honesty sake. It made you feel bad cause it wasn't your fault which is true but you are part of all this that makes me feel so wrong.

What you expected? Me waiting for you to show up just like before? Im tired of waiting for you, for the rest and for everybody. I got tired of being patient with everyone. Now I got everything sort out. Things will change. Honesty will prevail again. Sorry I cut you off like that. im really sorry but I got fed up. Not going to wait for a call, card a message non of that bullshit. If you want to make things right. You know were to find me. You got to make things work both ways. Two way or nothing thats the way things will be on now.

Tired of all this people bullshit, their drama and figuring out how all this relationship thing works. Just after the conversation was over I remembered this words by Ms. Janis Joplin which fit perfectly here.

"A Woman Left Lonely"

A woman left lonely will soon grow tired of waiting,
She’ll do crazy things, yeah, on lonely occasions.
A simple conversation for the new men now and again
Makes a touchy situation when a good face come into your head.
And when she gets lonely, she’s thinking ‘bout her man,
She knows he’s taking her for granted, yeah yeah,
Honey, she doesn’t understand, no no no no!

Well, the fevers of the night, they burn an unloved woman
Yeah, those red-hot flames try to push old love aside.
A woman left lonely, she’s the victim of her man, yes she is.
When he can’t keep up his own way, good Lord,
She’s got to do the best that she can, yeah!
A woman left lonely, Lord, that lonely girl,
Lord, Lord, Lord!