I just made my To Do List for this month or year ... whatever... Dont think i will do some of them but it will help me as a reminder somehow. not a 10 items list just a 13 items cause I feel like making it 13 couldnt came up with more items or well I did but i dont want to write them down. Dont even want to see them wrote down it hurts me to write that down..
Before this I had this draft of my To Do List but it is too personal so fuck that. Lets get this one down then maybe perhaps I might end up doing the more personal real ones. That gets me to number 14. I need therapy from a psychologist [Urgent I think]