Breaking the habit.

Now I dont have to wait three years for you to get out. You are already out of me without even knowing it. You left me. I was going to wait for you. I was.

I want to drink. I wont justify you. I love you. I am your friend. But right now I can't be that for you cause I fucking loved you. When I heal I will be there for you. Just like we promised that day.