Do I? Am I attached?

Name: Do I? Am I attached? | watercolors & markers | 11x14in | 18 nov '07

I just said that
I love you

Do I really love you?
Is it the solitude speaking...
Is this really love
that makes my strings
get attached to your loneliness.
To my loneliness?

So confusing...
leaves me hanging
from big trees
feels almost like suicide.
Wanting to die but not having
the guts to end with my own life.

yeah that is love
yeah that is what I feel.

it is burden
it is a virtue.

Still I just said I love you.